A few minutes ago, I posted this on my Twitter account:
"@paulinamaxine: Excited na ako pumasok bukas at magrehearse. :)"
To tell you the truth, I'm not excited at all. Heck, if only I could just stay at home for the rest of the month, I would. I'm scared of what will happen at rehearsals tomorrow. What if I don't get the blocking right? What if I mess up my lines? I haven't memorized all of them perfectly yet. What if I don't get the new choreography right and just mess up the whole scene? UGH. This is frustrating, really.
But no, I'm a big girl now and I've got to face all of these fears and anxieties. I've got to start looking on the bright side. Yeah, some people do say that it's wrong to just keep on looking on the bright side because we have to take into account the things that could go wrong. But come on, a little positivity wouldn't hurt anybody, right? :)
So here I am, studying my script for one more time before I go to bed. Wow, after letting all of those questions out of my head, I'm actually feeling a lot more confident about tomorrow. Now, I'm already excited about what the new day has yet to offer.
With that, I bid you all goodnight.
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